Well, the time is finally here. Its been such a long, somewhat drawn out, stressful struggle to get it sorted but its finally working out.

I will be moving to Hull university to study psychology tomorrow, and im so damn nervous. I will be moving into a student house that i'll be sharing with 4-5 other people. we havent even met each other yet and we will be living together as of tomorrow. haha, Talk about fast O.-.o. I just hope i dont get horrible people living with me over the next year... fingers crossed i suppose.

I wouldn't be so nervous about moving if money wasnt so tight though, but the reality is, that it is I have less than £30 to see me through the moving process and to last me until the 28th september (when student finance finally pays up). I have been scrounging what i can to be able to make it through, like various washing powders, loo roll, food and the like from around the house (without my uncle noticing i hope ) But i know he wouldnt mind, he has been so kind to me over the past year. I really owe him big time for taking me in

I am really looking forward to university life though! I cant wait to get back into education, especially after this quite depressing gap year Im so lucky to be getting into hull in such late notice! I was going to go to bolton but... Lets just say i visited the area and didnt want to go back...

There is one major downside though, and thats the goodbyes i have to make, to my family and especially, ~YiYan
We have been together for about 3 years now, most of which we were always together, hardly ever seperated. However, since we both have university, and i have to go much furthur afield, i wont be seeing much of him for quite a while. Although the drive back home from hull is 4 hours, i just dont have the money to keep coming back every weekend. That means we will have to wait for major breaks to see each other, like christmas.
Im going to miss him so damn much, and have already shed more than a few tears thinking about it, but i know we will always be waiting for each other, and that we do have it pretty good compared to some.

Anyway, enough about that *wipes eyes* Im pretty much packed now and am just waiting for ~YiYan to come home from uni, then we can chill out and relax ready for the journey tomorrow. Wish me luck friends, im going to need it!

~Myklor